9.30.2009 "You stupid fuck, I'm in love with you." What a cluster fuck. A day with a headache, caused by a headache I gave to that guy. He drank it out of him, I cut it out. That fucking gem I keep scuffing, every moment I spend staring into it. Today he wore a green shirt and when he opened the door to me, he smiled without smiling.
I kind of like you and I like your legs when you're in boxers, the hair that creeps up at your collar, all those crazy red hairs your face has. Well, your lips...they're perfect; they make me lose my mind a little. I try to tell you these things every once in a while and I just sigh because you're a goddamn fool and you just got fucking lucky about those green eyes. Those gems'll never dull.