[About it]
A blug of worrying warts
and sooth-saying


[Yukyak]
Name: Zara Tak
Age: 20
Location: Austin, TX
Email: Gmail
Facebook: Zara.Tak
Myspace: Tazarat
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[Multi.Blug]
[x] Oma
[x] A Modern Shell


[Linx]
Zara Tak







[Scripts]

11.10.2009
I miss you
Most totally when the world turn winterly.
When I get the flu
I remember the gas fire
that burnt me through the blanket
with intensity.
And getting chills...
I ache now.
I need you to hold my hands now.
I told you you're the only one,
I party meant it.
I can't trust myself in that matter,
of you.
Your mother's dumpling soup
the broken windshield wipers on your car,
your grandmother's couch,
hot showers,
Tinkham road,
love.
I do this every time,
and I told you I wasn't ready too,
and I meant it.
But I'll get you in someone else
and try not to fall in love
like an idiot
and hurt another heart.
“You get bored too quickly.”
“So you'll always be alone?”
I can't remember the last time I was alone,
other than right now...
Goddammit,
my eyes hurt,
my back,
my lungs
my head
is whirling.
Maybe I'll find someone else
if I stop looking.
Insomnia,
recklessness,
torture.

posted by Tazarat @ 9:36 PM

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